oh it really seeems as if we'll never grow up.

expected not to get any gifts from the teachers anymore, since technically, we aren't children anymore.
but yeah all the 'motherly' people gave us presents/gifts, ie mrs lim, mrs mcdougall, mrs chen.


hahhahaa.
okay

today's isaac's birthday.
and i was nice enough to give him a birthday hug.

hahha, gtg do work and study some stuff now.

cya(:

hello all(:

changed the skin to a brighter one :)
i like that rainbow (;

hahaha, i should be doing math ya know.
just being a naughty girl again.
argh going on a hiatus is difficult, so i've decided i'll just do whatever i can.
:)

so yeah, an exam prayer for everyone.

Lord, grant me the right attitude towards my exam
That even when I study, I want to glorify your name
Give me the strength that I may press on
Perseverance that I can endure
Good health that I may study effectively

Help me to be single-minded when I study
Remove all other thoughts, distractions and anxieties
Give me the power to concentrate
The ability to understand and to remember

Show me the way to study intelligently
To know what is important and what is not
Provide me, Lord, with quality time in my studies
Remove all the tensions and fears within me

Fill me with Thy confidence
Teach me to draw strength from You each day
Let me learn to trust You in such times in the examination hall
Be with me, Lord
Grant me the clarity and sharpness of thoughts
Let me not get distracted by things around me

Give me concentration, Lord
Help me to gather my thoughts on what I've learnt
Grant me the discipline to space out time equally on all questions
Most of all, help me to complete the questions on time

Despite exams, Lord, continue to grant me quality time with You,
Let me not neglect You
Give me the balance between my studies and my service for You
I just want to commit the whole examination period into Your hands
Knowing that You are a God who cares and answers prayers.

Thank You, Lord!
In Jesus' name,
Amen.

yep, all the best everyone for the EOYs! :D

ah well. i better get math done, and study a lil' of history.
then i wouldn't feel so bad.

(: hasta la vista,
gi

oh and yesss.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO! <3

happy 13th birthday my dear.
yesyes officially a teen.
take care yeah.
and all the best for the EOYs.

tsk PLMG's eoys start so early ;) it's a good thing.
hhahaa. alrite.

GOD BLESS!

ah editting xiao shuo for final draft now.
with isaac peck beside me :D

wow im amazed by myself.
i actually smiled at that statement.

anyway, that reminds me.
"revenge is sweet."
hahah!

and "humans are essentially social creatures." - sherri on me asking if she wanted to study together.

and of course this one: "chou zhi ning u noe u very lame and bo liao leh." - petra on me spamming her.

amazing ain't it.

the people around me.
hahaha! all so different. some evil, some logical, some lame :)

anyway, surprised i got 8/8 for the chem word equation quiz.
-im a chem genius.
/egoism.

just kidding. luck maybe (: but i love chem. haha.
and i was rewarded with meiji pucca-choco pretzel whatever it is, together with berly, anisha and ainiah.
haha. they ARE smarties!

so yes the biscuits.
was sharing them with my grandma.
seeing the smile on her face, made me smile too.
she's aging, i mean how can that be avoided?
all i can do now, is please her to the best of my ability :D

im glad i actually started work at 3.30.
nice. for the previous days, i've been working at night.
from after dinner.
how lazy can i get.

anyway, hope this can be posted. blogger daoed me. :x
hhahahaa. oh well.

cyaa (:

the time is near...

maybe i should leave the comp.
but it seems.
as though i dont have the mood to study, when i dont touch photoshop before that.
hahaha. getting addicted.

getting addicted is bad, BAD, BAAAD!

ah well. nevermind.
my dad's gonna get fireworks, dreamweaver etc from his colleague tomorrow.
yay. then, i've gotta control myself.

self-discipline.
i'm gonna try.
time management.
worse still.

just visited jojo's blog.
may God bless her.
she seems to be in such a.. sad state.
worried for her now.
know that she's preparing for her last 3 exams.
hope she does well. :
hahaha.
time for me to go off. and study a lil.
before bedtime.

gdnite all :)

ah doing this offline again. blogger couldn't be contacted. =(

haven't posted for a day. and now i'm back.
it's friday again.
time passes so fast.
sometimes, i wished time could stop.:(
but who wouldn't. and sometimes you regret what you've done in the past, hoping you could just go back in time.

the eoys are coming.. in 12 days.
and ah i dont know. im definitely not prepared. though i think i should do some serious mugging from today. helping my dad do his hw now. he kept it to the last minute. ;p bad example. hahaha discipleship and mentorship. and the difference...?
anyway, yesterday, sherri and i were at school, or to be exact, outside school until about 6.15. wonder how many traffic lights we missed.. but yeah. she was sitting on the grey box, whatever it is. some electrical mains box or sth.. and we were chatting.. a long chat. about the present. the future. our dreams and all sorts of things. at the same time, we were plucking these lil' cute 'fruits' from the tree just right next to it. the fruits are really really cute.
i told sherri we shouldn't pluck too much or there wouldn't be anymore the next time we chatted. i dont know why it's nice to chat with her. maybe it's always good for best friends to share their thoughts with each other...
i told her how i only really warmed up last month.. and before that i hadn't gotten used to my class, a new environment in secondary school.. all that was the same was sherri. hah, still my best friend as it is. she asked if i was seeking closure...
i told her even i wasn't sure.. ah well.
is it really my dream to go to nj..? i really dont know. sth to laugh abt: sherri said she could imagine me in the nj uniform. haha. she also said how i'll do fine there. and how i'll fit in. raffles was never my choice. :p i'm just not gd at the languages. maybe i'll be better off with math, sciences and geog etc. :D hahaa. my dad wants me to try next yr. wonder if i should. but i dont really want to leave the sch. i would definitely miss friends like sherri etc, but on the other hand, it's just better. less materialistic people i'll see ard im sure.
hahaha.

continued..

i've actually been owing teachers quite abit of work. and im guilty of that.
perhaps robotics just took up alot of time. and also, maybe it wasnt a gd thing that the comp's on my study table, right in front of me, everytime i sit down.. distraction's the word. temptation. why must satan tempt me to do what god doesnt want me to do. this tough question.. i guess i'll just leave it to time to answer (: im not expecting death soon. haha. ah well. it's just time for me to put away all distractions, and discipline myself to sit down and really study.
the history test this thurs.. im definitely not ready. aww man.
threats and responses.. however much i listen during mrs chen's class, and take down whatever she says, my auditory's really really bad. and i cant really absorb the info as well as sherri can. she could just draw in class, but still understand and know what teachers are saying. im envious ;p but i guess cant do anything abt it eh. i'll just leave it in god's hands. even if i dont do well for the eoys, there must be a purpose. a wake-up call for me i suppose.
and seeing how adbelle files all her ws and stuff every week, i promised myself i have to do what she does next year man. last minute filing is a NONO. hah
and abigail as well. having abigail in class is a good thing and a bad thing.
a good thing 'cos she's responsible and everything. and class chair right, a good one as well.
a bad thing 'cos she's really hardworking and stuff. does all her work. and i guess it's stressful having her ard, but at the same time, motivational for me. i work towards what she is, workwise. hahaha.

goodnite/morning :)

ahh it's 12.33am right now.
and i'm currently listening to love me by colin raye.
an 'oldie', sentimental song you might say, and indeed it is.
but the lyrics are quite meaningful etc etc ;)

haha so i'm finally done with my xiao shuo.
after who knows how long.
haha, i want to thank petra, my dad (dang) and rx for their help (:
hahaa for looking through and spotting minor mistakes. but that helped loads! :D
and also alyssa, who's commenting on it as well. i want to apologise to laoshi (though i doubt she'll ever see this) that i missed the 1st draft date, because i was hardly half through it, or rather, i didnt even start on it the day before the due date. aww. ;x

today (technically yesterday), during art, we had to draw a packet drink at a perspective. mrs chan said that i was silly to get ice peach tea, because the details were rather.. difficult to draw, or rather just quite abit. texture and stuff. haha worse for patricia, she bought milo. wonder how she's gonna draw the 'milo guy' as mrs chan says it. hahaha!

(: to be continued.

gillian gillian gillian says:
anything that bothered u today?
- Ich Liebe Travis says:
hmm nothing wor why

ah sure made me happy(:
yes jie, just stay happy k. :D

a lesson
- Levallon™ says:
lesson #1 on how to be happy
- Levallon™ says:
look for the small things in life :)

and that's what i've been doing.
it really helps.
find happiness in the slightest things. (:

all the best everyone for the eoys.

ahh.
it's 16 days to eoys isnt it.
the exam timetable's right in front of me, stuck onto the wall, with colourful blu-tack.
hahaha. note the emphasis on colourful.

who doesn't want to have a colourful life. oh come on, tell me.
i think everyone does. but it we just dont get what we want.
it's always like this..

roar. how i wished the exams were over already.
i wanna play with photoshop, and fireworks and whatever.
that reminds me.
the trial period must have ended.
now time to tell my daddy to borrow a cd :p from his colleague.
haha. im so.. ah nevermind.

i have 84% low self-esteem.
that's nice to know ;)

hahaha, alrite i better go get some work done.
and there's a history test this thursday.
roar. okieee.

:D
byee.
peaceout-



oh and whee it worked(:

eh christian kor, blogger likes u. it didnt fail me.
heh.

sth i did when i was really bored just now, when i was taking a break from work :p



meant to be a blogskin.
maybe i'd make it to be like one after the exams.

alrite, i better run off and finish up work.

gdnite! :D
gii.

arr this morning, i typed out a really long post.
but i forgot to copy it into microsoft word this time rd:(
everytime i'd copy it into ms word first, because blogger fails me almost all the time.
i'm hoping it wouldn't this time.(:

haha i'd post more tomorrow if blogger agrees to let me do that ;)
hehe.
i'm gonna try to finish editing my xiaoshuo.

gdnite all(:

p.s. my new skin, nice right? (x

god bless,
<3 gi