reply to tags :D

dj kor- heh, yup, 2 days. and i just spent 68 bucks today. *saves up*

maxy- yo senior. take care:D

ying- helllo!:D yeah, miss you alot :p *makes tim jealous for awhile* hee, just kidding. take care! (:

cheng- eeyer, now everyone away or in game :p booo.

tinghui- hello tinghui!:D how did you do for psle? :p okay, nevermind. see you next year. i don't care :p thanks. yeah, nevermind. it's fine for me :p cheers!:D

fer- hello!:D that's good to hear. yup, i'm fine too. thanks!:D take care!

okay, went to bugis this afternoon. spent 68 bucks. poor wallet.
time to save up :D

goood day!

oh right,

i can't believe it's already December tomorrow. end of 2006.
whoosh, the year went by so fast! i don't know how much faster it would be the next. streaming next year. gosh, higher expectations, more pressure.

now, i'm filled with more self-pity than before.

:) byebye.

hmm.. i think it's rather mind-boggling to think about the various issues of life in society and all, but i've always wanted to know how life is out there in the market, working world, whatever you call it.

sometimes, i wished i could turn back in time, and work harder, do things much better than i did them, and sometimes i wished i could grow up faster and gain much more 'mo shui' than my what i know of -- 'qian de zhi shi'.

i'm a procrastinator all right. >< it's not something anyone would want to do. procrastinating, and then regret after that. gosh, now i'm wallowing with self-pity with the amount of workload i have left.

gah, nevermind. i neeeed motivation!
perhaps, someone should come to me, and go "it's time for you to do your work, you goon dong head." gee, not insulting enough? say something worse.

blah, i'll look forward to saturday :)

for now, i'll just.. REFLECT (oh yeah, not again) on what my dad had chided me about last night.

end of story. :) thanks for listening.

bishslapkickpunchjumpDEATH

replies :D

aik- thanks for tagging~

cheng- yep cheng. i promise rah. last time ^^

sc- yeah (:

zany- not funny ar. i was pretty upset. :/

ming- yeah i understand :) okay i will. what's yours, is yours yeah? i read her posts. give her time. thanks for the compliment ming =)

jojo(:- hello jojo!<3 heeh, okay as long as you're happy my dear :) yeah, alot of work to complete. thanks dearie! :D you take care too. and jiayou for sec 2!:) MG still rocks ar ^^

shan kor- thanks. nah, you're alll wrong. it's GOOD AFTERNOON :p okay, just kidding. hello =)

sherri- uh, msn me :)

cheng- yeah. thanks for tagging again :p

got all the books i need already. so no more troubles about textbooks needed next year.

anyone needs someone by their side, be it a friend, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, whatever, to bring them up on their feet again, when they fall.
don't ever leave your friends alone. the feeling sucks. it sucks.

:) goood day!

:p blogger usually doesn't allow me to write long posts, so i split the two parts of my previous 'message' into two. so yeah, just read from the top to the next post below this one.

it was fun day at church today, and once again, lina missed out on all that.
church > anything else :)

i'm just wondering why they have tour briefings on sunday mornings... i wouldn't miss church just for that briefing, though it meant my grandpa's long face and nagging all day long.

went to causeway point with my mum, and 'ah-ma' this afternoon. bought quite a number of clothes and stuff :D the most coming from I.P. Zone. the printed tees were on offer at 8 bucks each, so i just took the chance :D

good day!

P.S. I love this, and the people in there! :)

i've been thinking about what to say in this 'significant' or so-to-speak,100th post for the past few days..

morning was a good start. i slept at 3 and woke up at 5, but i'm still really thankful for SC's coffee! now, i finally understand what it means to have 'coffee' sessions, or rather 'talking c0ck/KJW' sessions. SC's magic tricks were really funny and entertaining :D

so if you guys were thinking it's bad to meet online friends and all, you're wrong.
well, it depends. hah, those i know, are those who'd be great friends in life :DD
thanks for all your concern guys :) namely chengxun, minghui, SC, ben, shan and travis. (yeah weixian not included. just a year older than i am :x)

i have something to clarify here.
BEING SHORT =/= LITTLE
THIRTEEN =/= VERY YOUNG

heehee xD okay enough of that.

i hereby apologise that this is going to be pretty much a ranting post.

i was happily training in maplestory, and there never was once i actually sat at the computer and played for this long, to be exact, 4 hours. i was about to advance to the next level already, when Radient/WY, was caught in some ks (kill-steal) war, and so, i naturally being kaypoh >.> went down to check out the situation.
cheng was already talking sense and all, and i don't know why i just had to talk.
i was described by 'h0tmilktea' or whatever his in-game name is, (because i don't bother), to be 'xia suay', 'xia lan', and 'noob'. don't you think 'noob's an overly used word? plus, i was said to be.. a boy, playing a girl character. there's a thrill in that okay, but i'm not trying to say that's what i do, of course. initially, i was trying to stay calm and everything, but i really couldn't take it any further. insults, and more insults, which i took as compliments. hur-hur. i remember vaguely of him saying 'both of us with levels of 3 digits are talking. since when can a noob like you of a level of only 2 digits talk? you talk sai (chinese for shit) ar'.

i have one thing to say to you, and you'd better get this into your brain.

MAPLESTORY DOES NOT ONLY REVOLVE AROUND LEVELS, because in the first place, i don't play maple for the sake of leveling,(so contradicting. well, i just wanted to have some pleasure for once, so decided to take a step to advance in level, though not the main purpose in which i played.) i play it to, communicate to friends, i call friends.

on a much brighter note,
we put up the christmas tree today! :)
mavis made my day with a adorable smile, and isaac with his jokes that evoked abit of laughter out of me.

a tip for you guys out there,
live for the sake of yourself, and people around you. many who cares and all.
this may sound pretty random, but that's how i am :p
random. ;)

good night or rather morning.

there's church tomorrow, and of course, i'm very sure i'll be much cheered up by the time church ends. furthermore, i'm meeting mum again, tomorrow afternoon! whoopee.

so i guess life has a balance of things.
bad incidents, that make you so pissed and upset, and things that just make you smile.

friends out there,
thanks for always making me smile. i hope i give you reasons to smile too :DD

and yes i do hope, this marks the 5th month of blogging, and the 100th post for me.

Hasta La Vista!

26 November 2006
12.59 A.M.

:D

new system in my home, and even outside.
every vulgar word or even something like sh** & words with bad implications is/are said or spelt, i've gotta pay 10cents into our family fund. har, how funny. i bet my dad will be paying the most xD
so far i've already paid 30cents. roar that's how bad i am :)

my poor wallet's gonna go broke soon if i continue like this.
first, i said 'i was going to die' because i was getting a little sick of algebra. that's my first 10cents.
second&third, i was just repeating what my dad said on thursday morning. sh** sh** and i wonder how many he did. but anyway, luckily i was stopped in time or i would have gone on and lost even more money. my dad saboed me! :p

ah heymath heymath heymath.
HEY WHYIS THERE LONGWINDED MATH in there? ;(
it's pretty slow - the animations and all.
gee.

so + times + = +, - times - = +, - times + = -, and same for division.

i almost forgot about all those. got chided by my dad as well, for forgetting those.

hahaa, all right then,
tata :D

OH I LOVE CONTRADICTING MYSELF

how nice can that get?

in life, not everything can be controlled by us.
everything that we say, that we think of, that we do, and are going to do, god knows all of this, and he planned everything the way he wants it to be.

the biggest mistake in the world, is to give up.

once you give up, everything's gone. no hope, no heart, no sense of life.
have you ever thought about how people around you will feel? all worried and everything just for you. is that worth it?

i should think whatever i've said above's targetted to myself as well. giving up.
i wonder how many times i've thought of doing that, but i never got down to doing that, because of the high hopes and expectations others have for me.

not sure of the reason why it's another sleepless night for me. perhaps too many troubling things that have happened these days.

you could take my post above into consideration, or just ignore and leave this place right away. no obligations, because it's just another time of ranting for me.

thank you :)

and why must life be like this?

Seven random things about me:
1. i contradict myself often
2. i don't like shopping
3. i love my family and friends
4. i'm thankful for my not-so-early curfews :)
5. i hate fizzy drinks (heeh:D so no coke or whatever for me ^^)
6. it's good to have a camera phone with a cable :)
7. and most importantly, GOD IS MY EVERYTHING :D

Seven things i like most:
1. GOD
2. FAMILY&FRIENDS<3
3. chatting online (note the emphasis^^)
4. home sweet home
5. forgiveness
6. determination
7. studying :D (but no homework please)

Seven things i say most:
1. haha
2. :D or ;D
3. aww :)
4. bang
5. okay
6. roar
7. hee

:D

Seven people to do this:
1. you:D
2. you!
3. you(:
4. you^^
5. you~
6. you.
and
7. you<3

okay!:D
done (:

What colour is 7 [CHENG] to you ?
er wait, how can someone be a colour? but he's cheerful most of the time.. so, yeah you decide :D

What would you do if 6 [JOJO!] confessed he/she lovesyou?
JOJO! WE HAVE CONFESSED OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER ALREADY. :D booooom.

Facts about 9 [BEN].
nice guy, entertaining description of things around him, great entries that get me engrossed, and his o's are ending soon :D hahaha.

who is 4 [MICH HWANG] going out with?
just listing out like this can let me... zhun zhun get this question for mich. well, MICH! answer for yourself!:D youuuu like alot of people right? xD

who is number 5 [SHAN] to you?
my nice kor :D first online friend i met in real life. someone who my dad actually spoke to. and he was so nice to send me home today 'cos he said i was a xmm x_x but still nice :D and his gf's nice tooo. a description good enough? (:

Would you ever live with 13 [ISAAC]?
aww man. not another bullseye? the answer to this is needless to say. i mean, he's my noisy cousin whom i've lived with for so long. 11 years! :)

Is 2 [ADBELLE] single?
yeah, i'm sure she is. right, adbelle? :D she belongs to the spaz club, and she's got lina & petra by her side to be her parents already, doesn't she?

what do you think about 3 [SER]?
talking about her. my really kind-hearted mei and i enjoy talking to her alot :D but she likes to say 'lol' alot, though i don't mind. and she's a great sis, though by no blood relation :D

what is the best thing about number 8 [DJ]?
fun & laughter :DD duo xie duo xie (:

What do you like about number 11 [SC] ?
he gives good advice. :) currently in NS and he's a greatttt friend too :D

Favorite Memory with 7 [CHENG] ?
MSN chats and phone conference. hahaha :D

well, i've been tagged by JOJO<3!. all right, so here goes..

Can you name 13 of your friends that you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people.
1. sherri (:
2. adbelle
3. ser
4. mich hwang
5. shan kor
6. jojo!<3
7. cheng
8. dj
9. ben
10. alika
11. sc
12. darren
13. ISAACMYNOISYCOUSIN-.-
How did you meet 10? [ALIKA]
through jojo!:D she's one of my meimeis (:

what would you do if you had never met 1? [SHERRI]
i wouldn't have had such a true blue best friend like her, and it's definitely an honour to know someone like her.

what would you do if 6 [JOJO!] and 2 dated [ADBELLE]?
well, they're both girls, and haven't seen each other before. it's impossible!

Do you think 10 [ALIKA] is cute?
well, she's cute in a way.. i guess :D alikaaaaaaaaaa (:

How did you get to know 8 [DJ]?
:D here! (:

would you ever go on a date with number 12 [DARREN]?
i guess, as a friend :D

okay, reply to tags :D

dj - hello (: thanks for spamming :D

JOJO(: - JOJOJOJOJO:D okay sure<3

zany - i love teddies, but i love winnie the pooh more! you know like.. alfred in goong, and nah not mr bean's teddy ^^

e shyen - helloo (: thanks! :D heeh. nice new xanga.

adbelle - hello ad :) yeah anti-twit! ;( it's all right! :D be spastic. it's more you :) and lina as well.

shan kor - boo! thanks ^^

felix - thanks :D heh.

ak - hi ak. haha i've used the previous one for awhile, haven't i?

cheng - hello cheng! (: can. it's [scroll]texttexttexttext:p[/scroll]. yepp :)

hah,and casino royale's a good show. worth the 8 bucks i paid for :D

the teddy's so cute!
and i love the rainbow! :DD
great brushwork done by ambivalente (:

so yep, new blogskin, and changed the form and colour of the tagboard.

I DREAM OF GOING TO NJC.
yeah i do :D

and mich, just continue being jealous there :p

WINNIE THE POOOOH <3

oh, i'm kind of anti-twit :)


and goodness, how hard must i work, if i dream of going to njc?
"very hard. very hard indeed", i just have to tell myself.

"With every tear you shed, You will grow stronger..."
quoted from cheng (:

it's really true. he said it's through experience, which i guess i should have been through that before as well.
difficulties & troubles are also given by God to let us grow. :)

i guess that's all for tonight.

take care, and God bless! :D

this is really sweet so do view it yeah? :D

anyway, packed up my room a little. and now i've gotta go on heymath and get work DONE.

:DD take care!<3

this is sooo cute (:



winnie the pooh!
my all-time favourite (:

thanks darren for sharing the link with me.

hahha, gdnite all!:D



it's just these words: "Hi" and "Bye".
is it so difficult just to greet?

perhaps. i type, and backspace.
funny yeah? no guts.

:D

anyway, haven't been doing alot today.
did some math on heymath, and watched 5 goong vcds.
got the last 4 to go, which i'll just finish off tomorrow.
i like that show :) not exactly crazy over it, but just want to finish the whole series. did baking too. no wait, can't exactly call it baking, but yeah made this jelly cake kind of thing. there's sago inside too.
it sure was fun. it's been long since i've done these stuff with my grandma (:


good day everyone ;D
all once again, jiayou to all having the o's or a's now (:

sometimes i wished things could go, my way

i miss my mum :x haven't seen her in awhile~ busy with work i guess, but i still miss her.

haha, okay sorry for ranting.

went out with sherri & aly yesterday, and sherri was really fascinated at the neoprint machines. we spent quite abit there, but had alot of fun nonetheless (: then we went over to taka from cine, where we saw the HANDS, CARS, PEOPLE with high endurance. haha guessed? the subaru challenge or whatever. i wouldn't have mind taking part in it, not that i'll be able to endure till the end, but it's the experience i guess. ;)

okay, gotta start getting down to homework. :D

byeeeeeeee (:

helloo(: haven't been on the comp for two days.
record or what? hahaha, been out ;)
was at vivo city yesterday & at science centre today.
hahah, today was sure retarded (don't you agree? anisha, priyanshu, petra, rachel & patricia) but fun at the same time. yeah science centre.

so i see i have many tags ;p
okay replyreply(:

sc; yeah it happened to us the first few days of this week, but it's been okay these few days :)

amanda;helllo!(: thanks!<3 all the best for the o's ;)

ser;hello! :D thanks for tagging mei. haha, it's all right~ smile too!

pear;hello(: sorry, haven't been on the comp. it's fly away by corrinne may. yep, thanks for tagging.

sherri; :D hello! haha, okay yeah you have gotten used to the colours haven't you? yeah, i'm not intending to quit, since i chose them,i might as well take it all the way up to sec 4 (unless i amazingly don't have to take the o's *har-har*) yeah MEP. then it's good i dropped piano then, otherwise i would sure have taken that. but again, i would have been in the same class as you :) that's not gonna happen though. haha, heard the classes are out already. just that we don't have to worry since we're just moving up as a class. good or bad?

elizabeth; hi lizzie. yeah i'm blue, not happy. har-har.

zany; yeah :) wait, is it infocomm or infocom? (i wished i was 14. but anyway, it's still hard to find a job T_T) was reading through the papers (to be exact, the 'Recruit' section) this morning and it was said to be infocom instead of what i've always been using. :x

spar; HI SPAR! haha, thanks for tagging :) take care.

vince; hello, thanks for tagging. yeah i will (:

alika(:; ALIKA! oh okay. hmm, she didn't reply my sms, but do say hi to her for me, if you see her anytime yeah? been long since i've talked to jojo ;( thanks:D haha, oh okay. no guides in plmg? that's sad. yeah i prefer guides to GB (TSSSSK PETRA. guides is better, we don't have drill everyday for 10 hours! just kiddding~) bye alika. take care:) (oh and ask jojo to take care too.thanks) *hugs*

i finally managed to post what i intended to post yesterday. i guess blogger was failing me, yet again. :D

homework kind of sucks during the holiday, seriously ;( perhaps, i just haven't been through this in primary school. *feigns innocence*

got to get yann ting's blogskin codes done too. so i guess, i better get going or else, i'm gonna make her wait again (it's been a very long time ;p)

all the best to everyone taking the O's (: may you have a clear mind while attempting the papers! don't worry, God'll guide you through the whole thing. i'll pray for you guys(and girls lah);

God bless!<3
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"I will sing to the Lord as long as I live. I will praise God to my last breath." Psalm 104:33

Today our hearts may be heavy. Our song may be gone. Praising God is an effective way of bringing back our song. The song of the heart, even though weak, catches the listening ear of God. Our spirits are lifted and our hearts overflow with joy. There can be a lifetime of praise to Him.

I want to be a reflector
I want to shine with your glory
I want to let the whole world know that you're
Living in me

continued from posts below...

Who was the last person...?
#43; that you saw? my dad. he came into the room, and asked me to get something done.
#44; that you talked to? my dad.
#45; you hugged? my grandma! (:
#46; who instant messaged you? shan kor:D
Do you...
#47; colour your hair? nope! i like my hair as it is.
#48; have tattoo? no way! i don't have it & i'm not intending to have any.
#49; have piercing(s)? where? hah.
#50; put on lipstick? -.- no!
#51; own more than 10 flip-flops? nope, i only have my beloved 1 pair that i wear quite often.
#52; like someone? repitition of #15
#53; hate someone? almost like #40.
#54; have any money with you now? about 20 bucks in my wallet i guess, for friday :)

5 people to do this;
1.you!
2.you:D
3.you;)
4.you(:
5.you<3

:D loooong quiz (which questions i rephrased, due to grammatical errors :x)
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"I will very gladly spend and be spent." 2 Corinthians 12:15

Perhaps some of our trials and heartaches have been allowed to bring us to the place of selflessness so that we might be more expendable for others. It is not just giving our money and material things to others, but ourselves, our love, our concern, our interest in them as individuals.

God blessss<3

The last time...
#28; you took a shower? last night, before bedtime. (don't worry, i used the hair-dryer to dry my hair before lying down ;p)
#29; cried? it's better to remember happy events & incidents rather than sad occasions, when i cry. :)

Miscellaneous...
#30+31; Who makes you smile/can make you smile no matter what? reading God's Word makes me smile. seeing my family & friends happy also make me happy too! :)
#32; Are you in love right now? yes i am, with God, family & friends (the same as above yeah?)

Do you ever...
#33; sit by the phone waiting for calls? sometimes, when i'm expecting some kind of call.
#34; save AIM conversations? i don't use AIM.
#35; wish you were someone else? why should i when God made me in the way He wanted me to be? :) plus, i was made in His image, and i'm proud of that!
#36; wish you were of opposite gender? initially, when i thought girls couldn't go for ns. not anymore. i want to go for NS! ;)
#37; stay online for more than 8 hours? nah, 8 hours is too much, don't you think?
(the next two questions should go with 'Have you ever' & not 'Do you ever', quiz-setter.)
#38; gotten stuck in a lift? nope, though i hope i will have at least an experience of it. hahaha.
#39; gone out with people you don't know? nope, i haven't.
#40; hate a person to the core that you wished they were dead? nah,'LOVE YOUR ENEMIES'? that's what i do. love my enemies, and pray for God's help to change their attitude, or perspective of me.
#41; swear at your parents or siblings? (why not just say family members, or friends?,) but nope i don't swear. it's wrong for christians to swear,right. in fact, no one should swear.
#42; read comics until you cry? haha, i hardly read comics, and even if i do, it's more of action, and the comedious type, so no tears shed.

(to be continued...)

Friends & Life...
#14; Have you ever wished of having another name? hmm, nah. my parents gave me my name, and there isn't a need for me to change to another name, is there? but yes, 'Gillian' isn't in my birth certificate.
#15; Do you like anyone? of course i do. in fact, I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS :)
#16; Which friend of yours acts most like you do? i'm not really sure about this... i think i live in a world of my own.
#17; Who was there with you, when you cried the most? God, only God.
#18; What's the best feeling in the world? define best. best is subjective, but for me, the best feeling is to be loved by God.
#19; What's the worst feeling in the world? now, define worst. haha, okay but i should think it'll be being backstabbed by a person whom you really trusted previously. but again, there's actually nothing to be scared about, so i wouldn't be suicidal (at least i won't do it, even if i had the mindset. it's a sin to suicide.)
#20; What's the time now? 1601.

Which is better...?
#21; Chocolate or Vanilla? no preference. i like both as much :)
#22; Coke or Pepsi? i generally don't like fizzy drinks. juices & water are the best! (and healthiest for that matter. hahaha)
#23; Love or Lust? love's definitely better in most peoples' eyes, but i don't deny that sometimes, lust just seems to be much better, than love, when you feel down & all.
#24; Sprite or 7-up? oh, why fizzy drinks again? they contain carbon dioxide, which is an acidic gas. though they have sharp taste (acidic gas!), i still prefer juices & water! yeahh :)
#25; Girls or Guys? both gender are human, all created by God, and we're all significant people, equal.
#26; Scruff or clean-shaved? i don't really think scruff & clean-shaved is a very good comparison but it doesn't apply to me anyway.hee.
#27; Movie in the day or night? it doesn't really matter to me, it's still going for a movie you wish to watch, enjoying it, and yeah.

(to be continued...)

a brand new day of a brand new month. have a great november ahead (:

and oh yes, just switched to blogger beta :) i think it doesn't really matter whether it's beta or not. i did it for fun!;D

quiz time(:
In the past 24 hours, have you...
#1; cried? if you count tearing as crying, then yes. i teared when i yawned :) God is great, i haven't exactly been very upset these days.
#2; worn jeans? nope, not in the past 24 hours, but in the past 25 hours though. i was out with my grandma yesterday, and yes i wore jeans :)
#3; met anyone? define anyone? family members, yes. friends, no.
#4; done laundry? the maid is the one who does the laundry usually, but i do wash some clothes by hand, those that can't go into the washing machine, just not in the past 24 hours ;D
#5; went hungry? nope. i'm well-fed, because God provides for me (:
#6; talked on the phone? yeah i did. last night with Sherri.
#7; say I love you? yeah i have, to my dad not long ago, when he just came home with my all-time favourite, EGG TART<3.

Do you believe in...
#8; yourself? i believe in God, and the same I have to do to myself!
#9; your friends? Jesus' my friend! I believe in Him! but i should think for most, there are some we can trust, and some we can't. i guess that answers the question? :)
#10; tooth fairies? i can't deny i used to. i was naive & gullible my dears, when i was much younger. hee.
#11; destiny/fate? God planned our lives. i believe in neither the former nor latter.
#12; ghosts? even if there were, i'm not afraid, 'cos I've got protection from God! God created humans, animals, the Earth, He'll know whether there're ghosts.
#13; UFO? haha, those are in stories, aren't they? but spaceships are flying objects, just not unknown, i guess.

(to be continued...)