ah doing this offline again. blogger couldn't be contacted. =(

haven't posted for a day. and now i'm back.
it's friday again.
time passes so fast.
sometimes, i wished time could stop.:(
but who wouldn't. and sometimes you regret what you've done in the past, hoping you could just go back in time.

the eoys are coming.. in 12 days.
and ah i dont know. im definitely not prepared. though i think i should do some serious mugging from today. helping my dad do his hw now. he kept it to the last minute. ;p bad example. hahaha discipleship and mentorship. and the difference...?
anyway, yesterday, sherri and i were at school, or to be exact, outside school until about 6.15. wonder how many traffic lights we missed.. but yeah. she was sitting on the grey box, whatever it is. some electrical mains box or sth.. and we were chatting.. a long chat. about the present. the future. our dreams and all sorts of things. at the same time, we were plucking these lil' cute 'fruits' from the tree just right next to it. the fruits are really really cute.
i told sherri we shouldn't pluck too much or there wouldn't be anymore the next time we chatted. i dont know why it's nice to chat with her. maybe it's always good for best friends to share their thoughts with each other...
i told her how i only really warmed up last month.. and before that i hadn't gotten used to my class, a new environment in secondary school.. all that was the same was sherri. hah, still my best friend as it is. she asked if i was seeking closure...
i told her even i wasn't sure.. ah well.
is it really my dream to go to nj..? i really dont know. sth to laugh abt: sherri said she could imagine me in the nj uniform. haha. she also said how i'll do fine there. and how i'll fit in. raffles was never my choice. :p i'm just not gd at the languages. maybe i'll be better off with math, sciences and geog etc. :D hahaa. my dad wants me to try next yr. wonder if i should. but i dont really want to leave the sch. i would definitely miss friends like sherri etc, but on the other hand, it's just better. less materialistic people i'll see ard im sure.
hahaha.