currently: playing with blu-tack for some reason-.-

perhaps i'm in a better mood today :)

so yesterday was the last day of school.

seeing the p6s crying & hugging was.. a chore. well, maybe not. but i felt really bad. mirabelle & angela gave me a hug..and sure was it saddening. all i could say was 'don't worry. promise me i'll see you next year'. i don't know how they felt when i said that, but they seemed to have not much of confidence of getting back into mg, though i'm certain God will do the rest. so, all the best you guys! primary school life has officially ended, and it's time to move on now. (: you know you'll just do fine, k? ;D

so.. yeah end of secondary 1. is that fast or what.
and the number of regrets.. is horrendous. i don't know why i didn't learn from last year, and still going last-minute-studying or whatever it's called. that sure resulted in my horrible results, though i wouldn't go on thinking about what has happened. maybe sherri's right, what's done is done. so what else can i do? make up for it? yeah sure, but to do that, i just have to start NOW.
i remember the first day of schoool. orientation.. seeing new faces & all. while checking the board outside the audi for our classes, i recall how much i was hoping, to be in the same class as sherri. it wouldn't have been difficult, since it was either 1T/G. unfortunately, that wasn't the case. i didn't know what would become of our friendship, but now i understand what it means to have a true best friend. thanks sherri, for everything you've done =) and through our individual problems and all.. there are many differences in us, i must say. firstly being the subjects we excel/are weaker in. as a matter of fact, the total opposite i must say. i don't know how thankful i am to God for letting me know someone like you, sherri. perhaps you only believe in God 20%, but yeah He does wonders (:
another group of people i want to thank. being 1G. though cliques are obvious, the class not being united & cohesive at times *coughcough*, i still like to thank you guys for giving me the chance of being a vice-chair. i haven't been doing much, i know. and sure abigail deserves more credit, but yeah. thankyou :D i know i used to hate whoever in the class, being prejudiced against whoever.. but not anymore. i guess time really changes your thinking/attitude towards things :) as for rida, i want to apologise on behalf of some if you've been treated badly (i mean i really know this) & have no sense of belonging in the class at all. sorry i couldn't help much, other than stopping 'them' from not teasing you for a short moment only. i hope it wouldn't be like this next year, because there are still 3 years to go. okay? i love you guys. and in this 2 months, i'm sure to miss being in school. ;D