Fly Away - Corrinne May

sometimes, i really wished i could fly away from this place. life sucks here. (: sometimes lah.

it's 0024 now. new day. doomsday. math & bio. *drumroll* i'll just be prepared to under-perform.

great now. i wished i could rant all day. there are just so many things i want to do.
it just isn't possible.

i guess dad's hogging the other comp, mapling. his interest eh. pretty glad i managed to get away from gaming. i hardly touch maple anymore, let alone internet games.

should think my grandparents are asleep now. i should go to bed soon too.
i'm tired, yet i do not wish to go to bed. once i lie on bed, fall asleep, i'll go into the known-to-be wonderful, empty of trouble dreamland, which i don't wish to. you dream about something so sweet, and whatnot, and you then wake up to realise it was a dream. your hopes were high for that moment, and the next moment, you wished you were still in the land of no troubles. sweet dreams. sweeet dreams. i always say that to people before bedtime. but i bet there are many more nightmares for us to be freaked out about, than sweet dreams. hahaha.

going to school early has no use anymore. i've got no mood to talk to friends. maybe i should just sleep more. wake up at 6.30, leave the house at 6.55, and still reach school on time with 10-15 minutes of gloominess to spare.

perhaps i should. i used to love school so much because of the friends i'll meet, but i no longer wish to do so. maybe a break is needed. i really need a break from all these problems in class. i can't take it any longer.

all right, good night (: i better go now.

great news. my dad just got a steely. (: now he'll just not bother me anymore.

God bless. i'll go do my prayers. and fall on bed.

goodbye