it's always when we lose something, when we regret. not treasuring it. even for people.
take an example of our grandparents. we think they're very naggy and all, but when they leave us, we wish there were people to nag at us..

that's why we've got to cherish, treasure whoever we have as a kin, a friend, even enemies who give us a challenge to overcome, perhaps that barrier between us? who knows, i may live through this second, die the next. life is unpredictable, and i'm just taking each step at a time.

"thats why im betting everything i have on my life right now", though i wouldn't mention the name. i think i have to learn from that, doncha think? yeah, i have to.

i'm really really blessed, and i should just cherish the blessings. and go and bless others by helping them, donating items to the less fortunate maybe? blood type of O's an universal donor? maybe when i grow up, i'll donate blood too. yep, that's probably my plan for the future.
to help others.

all right, i shall go play with photoshop again. and surprisingly, i havent touched maple since.. i don't know though i said i would.. haha, k better get going then.

God bless<3