just awhile ago, i was standing by the window downstairs, with my grandpa..
just looking at the scenery.. the birds..
there were many birds; big and small :)
and i was thinking.. how the lives of birds are so good.. so carefree.. just flying high in the sky, which definitely reminded me about the poem we had for LA3 EOY, a caged bird in springtime. it's ironic how spring is such a.. beautiful time of the year.. with flowers blossoming, everything. but just like the bird, i feel so trapped, controlled. i don't mind.. but sometimes i wonder why i was born.. i wished i was never here. not a person, not a living thing at all. i wouldn't have mind being a wooden table i'm laying my hands on now though. at least i'll be more useful.

i still have to pack my room. i'm getting lazier by day. at least i managed to get the files & dividers i need from popular this afternoon.

that reminds me.. my dad and i were walking back from BTP and he was carrying two plastic POPULAR, for that matter, bags, and i wanted to share the winter melon tea i bought previously at coney cafe with him, so i was kinda shoving it to him, and of course he didn't have any free hands right?
this conversation, sure evokes laughter in me:

dad: wait lah, i got no hands!
me: dad, i'm sure you have no hands yeah? NO HANDS?!
dad: yah, can't you see i'm carrying things!
me: haha, thanks for making me laugh. you have to say 'i have no free hand now', not 'no hands'. you do have hands! just no free hands.
dad: *laughs* oh yah horh, you're right.

heh, k i guess i'll continue clearing up my room (:
tomorrow, there's church again :D yay.

to all those having dinner soon, bon appetit :)
TAKE CARE & GOD BLESS!

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"Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given unto you." Matthew 6:33 (a verse that has been in my heart, since i was in kindergarten, together with John 3:16)

Seeking means more than looking for or even searching. It is seeking God and His kingdom as the prime objective with everything else in second place. God is the most important one in my life. No one else :)

LOTSOFLOVE<3