in life, not everything can be controlled by us.
everything that we say, that we think of, that we do, and are going to do, god knows all of this, and he planned everything the way he wants it to be.

the biggest mistake in the world, is to give up.

once you give up, everything's gone. no hope, no heart, no sense of life.
have you ever thought about how people around you will feel? all worried and everything just for you. is that worth it?

i should think whatever i've said above's targetted to myself as well. giving up.
i wonder how many times i've thought of doing that, but i never got down to doing that, because of the high hopes and expectations others have for me.

not sure of the reason why it's another sleepless night for me. perhaps too many troubling things that have happened these days.

you could take my post above into consideration, or just ignore and leave this place right away. no obligations, because it's just another time of ranting for me.

thank you :)

and why must life be like this?