So maybe school isn't that good.
(it's just some of them)

Alot of homework this weekend! And I haven't even completed 1/8 (I doubt I'm exaggerating) of what I need to do after finishing chinese summary, pb meeting minutes, worship ppt and geog wb.

It's about 2 months to the exams! ):
Time to start working hard.

I thank God for His presence all the time and for giving me much better results for certain subjects this term. But I'm probably going to fail higher chinese.

People have confidence of doing well, and I'm bent on failing higher chinese. My dad felt like strangling me after hearing how I keep going on about failing it.
If I do pass (that is God's will), I'll have to cook 3 meals for him. Doesn't sound hard, eh?






























I think it's hard. I can't cook anything but instant noodles, frying a sunny sideup, baking a cake with mix well. He's probably gonna throw everything up after the meals, ha.

If only there wasn't so much work, I'd go for FOP tomorrow. I missed last year's and I thought I could go this time round. Seems like I can't, but there're many more years to go (probably until I go to Heaven).

When times are hard, you feel like giving up (DEATH - yes, Romeo prefers death to banishment) and all. But perhaps I just don't have the guts, or perhaps I just consider the people around me too much.

Whatever it may be, I just can't help but cry out loud. I really don't know any other way to help my friends already. Perhaps, this is the limit Ms Wong told me about before she left the school.

In darkness, I guess the most important thing is faith and courage. It's courage to even be living, right?

Oh Daddy, help me please.



From nyam's blog:

when God was giving out brains,
i thought he said trains;
so i asked for
a slow one.

when God was giving out looks,
i said "pick me!";
He thought i said "skip me".

When God was giving out personalities,
i thought he said abnormalities;
and i asked for an invisible one.

I think Mrs Sim mentioned it once during announcements. It's funny. (;


"For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain." - Philippians 1:21