Her smile, not forgotten. Never forgotten.

Everything else I've been through seems so trivial now. What with 'stress', what with 'weaknesses', what with 'failures'. If sadness, frustrations, confusions, annoyances and self-beating are part of life, why let it plague our remaining days... I will learn to leave those at God's feet and move on to do what I need to do. We must...
We look to God in times of need. Ever help in trouble, ever comfort in sadness, ever joy in sorrows. Praise God. Tomorrow's a better day for everyone of us. All of us. To quote my last post... "When we're resting in God's strength, nothing can shake us, amen?"

How bochap I am. "fail then fail lah" says the mind; "no, you want to DSA, cannot fail: says the heart. Yet in this very dilemma, you don't know who to listen to. And yet in this very situation you don't know what your mind thinks, or what your heart feels. You don't know what to do. How to focus. How to study. How to think coherently? God's strength only, Gillian. God's strength only.

"What happened then? So here lies the mysteries of God. And it will remain a mystery until we meet face to face with our Creator." God, you've got the whole world in your hands.

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."
Hebrews 11:1