Lord remember us with your grace
protect us with your power
bless us with your goodness

thank you for your proven faithfulness thru' the centuries, decades, years, days, hours, minutes, seconds.

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I don't think I'll be able to get to sleep tonight! honestly! just excited...
today was worthwhile. doing work more meaningful than school work. His work. :) praise God! because service tonight was awesome. short, sharp, impactful message. moving of the Holy Spirit. ten accepted Christ (AMEN). all for the glory of the Lord who anoints with His Spirit in speech, in music, in actions. I loooooove it when I see the Spirit moving, I looooove it when I feel God's presence (air con helps me, hahaha), I looooove worship, I loooove seeing people receive healing. I love my God.

MY GOD IS INDESCRIBABLE. HOW CAN I KEEP FROM SINGING HIS PRAISE, HOW CAN I EVER SAY ENOUGH, HOW AMAZING IS HIS LOVE. I don't know why. I'm just very joyous, much happier than I've ever been. don't you wanna experience this same joy? "The truth will set you free" (john 8:32) think about it. true freedom comes from acknowledging Christ as your personal saviour and turning your eyes upon Him. MY GOD CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS. HE HOLDS THE FUTURE IN THE PALMS OF HIS HANDS. HE KNOWS EACH AND EVERYONE OF US BY NAME. I'm very excited about everything! Homework, school, friends, church, relationships, family. Everything. MY GOD HEALS. I asked God to take my heart. He did. (even tho' being slain sounds a tad bit scary now when I think back) I BOAST IN MY GOD. I don't have to make a single effort now to take captive of negative thoughts e.g. inadequacy. it just happens. I live, I love, I breathe, I eat, I hear and listen, I shed tears of joy, I smile, I laugh - but I don't think I'm a failure, ugly and whatnot AT ALL. we're all good enough for our family members and Him! MY GOD TRANSFORMS US INSIDE AND OUT. when I desperately called him to change my heart, he heard. even tho' it took as long as 6 months, hey, I'm no longer the same person I was, drowning in my own defeat. MY GOD ANSWERS. On top of being THE ANSWER to every mystery, every drop of the tears of joy in life, He answers prayers. and therefore I REJOICE. I SING PRAISES TO HIS NAME. I LOVE MY GOD. I LOVE OUR GOD. He's your God, now and forever more. AMEN.
Hosanna in the highest!
heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me
break my heart for what breaks yours
everything I am for your kingdom's cause
as I walk from earth into eternity

God really loves you. and so do I. :) squeeze a smile, but learn to make it real. joy in the Lord. He can make you better - none of you are doomed to be a failure, unhappy, lonely, rejected. He is willing to heal you, and he does!

there's so much I want to do for You. Lord let me be a vessel filled to be emptied again, emptied to be filled again. I trust in You. I will live by faith and not by sight. I believe you'll do greater things in my life and those you've called for different, but as important, purposes. I love you Lord. no amount of thanksgiving prayers and praise is sufficient, yet Jesus you humbled yourself and came to live like one of us, yet you look deep into our hearts. Jesus, when you died, there was no light but when you rose, there was no darkness.