perhaps reality's to be escaped for you now, it's not anything you want to hear, encounter, experience right now. you're on the brink of giving up, you haven't got any hope left for yourself. you've lost trust in yourself, what more in Him. there's no reason for you to believe what His Word says, what the people around you say. you trust nobody else. you're defeated, seemingly permanently. taking the easy way out seems to be the right route to you now. nothing's important to you anymore. you don't think there's anything worth holding onto, perhaps even your life. no one can change you...except Him. and He will, because people are praying for you. and if you think your prayers don't work, then hey, He listens to all of our hearts. all prayers work, He answers according to His will. His will now is to transform you inside..and then out. His will now is to give you hope and the assurance He will intervene for you. in your current circumstance. you're covered by the blood of Jesus, you've got guardian angels by your side right now. His Ways, we do not always understand. but in the fullness of time, He makes all things right. and He does what's best for us. even if it seems otherwise at this point in time.

some need to hear this. He loves you. He really really loves you. nothing changes that. nothing at all.