our strength increases in Christ, we can do the 'biggest' (for lack of a better word) things. even when we think we aren't up to it... we are if we don't only rely on our own strength. You're all I need to trust in, the only One who can move and transform people inside and out.. the thoughts they think, the feelings they feel, the things they see, the words they speak..

I'd say being blinded by lies and refusing to see the truth (first by allowing others to preach the truth) are very selfish 'acts'...especially when there're people who really love and care and worry for them. when they say 'you don't have to be worried for me what', they're being selfish. because it's impossible to not worry, especially when they're 24/7 on the minds of the people who want to help them.. all a spiral down.. being helpless is a horrible feeling. I'll put it at the top of the ranks of the worst feeling to have. I really don't know what to do, Lord..but You do.