sigh. sighing isn't always that bad... you sigh, you leave a problem where you are, and move on.
"it doesn't matter where you've been, where you are, it doesn't matter that you've failed, what matters is where you go from here, what you do from now on..."

shall rest and force myself to work harder soon enough. once school starts, probably. hopefully!

"one of the biggest things I've learned is that my parents are actually people. that sounds funny, but growing up I didn't think of parents as two people who grew up in their own family and had their own lives before they got married and I came around. I usually just saw them as "dad" and "mom", and they were supposed to have life all figured out...I would often get upset at my parents because of the way they would handle something or do something. but now I know they were working hard and doing their best." it goes on to say "..how you view your family will help in how you deal with them. your family is made up of people who are struggling through life just like you are." (A girl's life with God - Casey Hartley)
guess it's something I have to learn.