against the musings, against the weaknesses of the heart.
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being here screams peace. I prefer being alone because it's very tiring having to care about what goes on around. but I miss school. I really do. I need to go back and relive every single moment of this year, tho' it was filled with so much pain. because with the trials came the revelations of more of His promises. with the pain came something more, something intangible. and those times that something was within my reach I was happy, I really was, and they can only be fragments of my memory now. I'm piecing them all into a fuller picture, to forever store in that compartment of my heart and mind, and only exploring it again whenever necessary. it's just time to move on and leave behind things I appreciate so much, cause who knows? maybe what'll come would be a greater blessing than what I've already received.