cycled a little on wednesday in the end, thank God it made me feel a little more active, because I'm gonna turn into a fat ass. hahahaha. right now, I'm at claudia's place and she can't decide what clothes to wear, it's really amusing but k, it makes her her. :) we watched new moon yesterday and both agree it wasn't exactly that good. but each to his/her own preferences and opinions. played star wars and cooking mama on wii! when we do, we sound and look hilarious. watched csi ny and miami too, very awesum how they come up with such complex plots...and by the end of the episode, everything falls into place and you understand the entire picture. it's amazing.

I need to stop sleeping in 'cause this makes me even more of a fat pig, unfortunately. but probably have to sleep much earlier because I've been tired for no good reason, sigh.

church today! literally, TGIF. seeing how I'm in church friday to sunday (this makes grandpa unhappy, but let's just keep praying He comes to know the Lord), guess every weekend from now onwards'll be enjoyable. *happy* also, thanks to claudia, I now have a new devotional...which I must admit is really good, enough for the everyday busy kid (well, definitely doesn't describe me at this instant) 'cause it's just a few pages a day. the verses are even printed in the book you don't need to refer to the bible...'course, not that I don't like reading the bible, but hahahaha, tell me we aren't suckers for convenience? nah. if you were wondering, it's called 'living life' and tho' I'm two months behind, I'm grateful to claud and fcbc (who encouraged the entire congregation to do QT with the same material).
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wow, I wrote this sometime back. God really gave me many more chances after that. falling down should never be seen as defeat, because apparently, there's something called 'picking yourself up'. it's exactly what we must keep doing until He comes back for us. life's all about it anyway, we all need struggles/trials, we all need to fall into traps/temptations, just so we learn to treasure life more and believe how much (more) we need to rely on Him.

He tides me over,
He longs for me to see who he truly is.

I have won, I'm the victor.
The devil tormented,
the angels sing.
Defeated I've been,
but now I live

He's healing, as
He calms the raging seas
Hope arise, every moment
Held in his hands

Second chance gained,
second chance lost
Third chance comes,
there's no giving up, no backing out

Failures accepted,
but I'm still all time low.
Times I ask why I'm such a letdown,
God's satisfaction overshadows,
disappointment fades

They say let go,
He says hold on
Hold on tight as
waves come rushing

Receptive to his words and not theirs,
nothing will bring me down now