EMMANUEL.

right now, I'm really sleepy but don't feel like doing much. I need to stop being as emotional as I am and making decisions based of how/what I feel. we're sometimes driven by our moods too much aren't we. another very very short week ahead. I think this year zoomed by too quickly...but alright, life is lived forward.

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best song for the season: we are the reason - avalon

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

2009's ending. rough year but God's faithful. ♥
and we're promised a victorious, glorious life. to Him be the glory.

caught up with Lujia over lunch today! thanks so much for sharing all you did and for lunch too! :)
weird to not have people like Rachel and Annette around. at least they'll be back soon! shall have to really treasure this hol before it's back to school...this is possibly my last 'holiday' holiday for awhile.

anyway, TIME FLIES - as if I needed to remind you.
we all have friends for different seasons. they leave, but thank God they left a mark. sometimes, not saying anything to the other person doesn't mean we've forgotten him or her, it doesn't mean she or he matters less - just, there hasn't been a right time and mostly, what we want him/her to know very much stays in our hearts and minds, going only as far as to our throats and never out of our lips. a pity. but I guess it's always the journey that counts. thanks to those who've walked with me thru' smooth and rough paths alike, you guys played a part in shaping who I am. and who we are's great because we're built up by such people. people that come by to change us and leave after.

dad suggested I start thinking about my future. jc's short. only two years. what with work attachments, scholarships, building up the portfolio...? he's right, I should. just right now, I should settle how I'm gonna get out of the holiday mood and start the new school year afresh and think of how I'm gonna manage my time with all sorts of commitments (which I choose to have)...I really meant AFTER I SORT OUT MY NOTES AND MY MESSY TABLE. :(
plus note to self: gotta revise chem!!! my chem sucked.