alright, the previous post was just another rant, but the quote really made alot of sense. and sometimes, it's what we really have to do - to let go - if we really love somebody. because we know s/he'll make it out on his/her own one day, and then we can be proud of them. :)

today was nothing short of awesum, and that's all thanks to God who'll never make good things awry, and when our plans are according to His will (prov 16:9), He showers us with blessings of grace, more than we can ever ask for. for instance, good weather - 'cause it stopped raining when we (the cell) got the botanics. on the same note, I'm glad He put me in this cell 'cause it's a new experience...uh, for starters, you kinda grow less innocent and more sensitive to stuff teenagers talk about, HAHA. and we had lots of fun, well at least I did. running around and playing monkey/catch. who cares that I suck so bad and that I'm so short (shucks, I'll never stop getting teased at >:( but it's okay, GG.) and hence keep becoming the monkey. for once in the LONGEST OF TIMES I felt ACTIVE, zomg. hahahaha, think we played non-stop for at least half an hour...and the amount of perspiration was enough to compensate for the approximate two months I haven't been training/exercising much. harhar, at least I definitely hope so! but I'll go to the gym soon - moreoever, it's time to drag dad there too, his pot belly is growing too big for comfort.

we had the christmas drama rehearsal filmed, and we (most of the team) watched it in the meeting room thru' 7pm...it was good to learn from our mistakes, to see how we can improve and build on each other's weaknesses. we had awesum chicken rice @ tanjong katong for dinner - I never devoured food like that ever. must be all the energy lost at botanics, hahaha.

whatever the case is, right now I'm just looking forward to ypm camp! from the inside out. lots to expect from the Lord, lots to offer to Him too...just praying for a deep encounter, to really be in His presence. have our spirits refreshed and renewed for the new year. super excited, yay. :)

for record's sake, just spoke on the phone with claud for 59 minutes, it's a crazy amount of time. I've never had such a long phone call in a really long time. and it's always enjoyable to talk about things you don't exactly do with anyone, and laugh about stupid things. maybe it's 'cause she's rubbish and I'm nonsense. :) :)