soar and take flight


I'm very sure emotions can be controlled. I'm very sure it's possible to not let them run, only leading my footsteps as much as I allow them to. I'm very sure I'm not ready for what might be. oh besides, life is more than 16 years of age and the future counts alot more than what I've lived through. so wise critical decisions can only be made when I'm more mature, I guess.

right now, I'll have to work on spending more time with the family, despite all the fun I'm having with friends out. there's a time and season for everything - I guess I forgot about this for two weeks now. but again, there's a first to everything. if moving onto the next phase of life is to be restricted, I'll never grow up and only keep growing older. both parties need to learn - the adults have to let go and let the kids be independent and the 'kids' (I don't like being called one, but it's alright) need to take flight slowly. we just need time to get used to whatever's new. the new normals are created - tho' the standard of 'normal' has never been less than iffy.

There is a time for everything, and
a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
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He has made everything beautiful in its time.

ecclesiastes 3:1-8, 11a

P.S. I'm meeting part of CC0809 soon! whoopee :) I miss mgpb!