I'm not sure why so many things have changed...no idea why people judge you by association and what they see, even though they don't know you personally. it sucks sometimes, really. even if your conscience is clear and you know for yourself who you are, you know for yourself who you are in God, it still hurts to know that people think you're a certain type of person when in actual fact you aren't. it just hurts.
the worst thing is, I have no idea how to redeem myself.
yes I'm sorry I've done things you may not have thought I'd ever do, and I admit I was wrong. just forgive me and forget I was once like that. I want to go back in time, really really badly. right now.
why do people listen to rumours?

you know, maybe it would've been better if I went to ac instead. so much for entering a new environment. people judge more and you're under even more scrutiny. 'cause there is no predisposed judgement - which thank God was good; I was always a good student, a good girl. so predisposed judgement's a double-edged sword. it was the exact reason why I wanted raffles over ac. now I just wanna look back. help.

by His stripes we are healed.

i still miss mg,right now i miss it more than ever. i want people to know i haven't changed.