TIRED AND STRESSED.
Wednesday, March 03, 2010 @ 8:23 PM
y'know what, I was wrong when I thought I had the worst in secondary school. jc's tiring, really. very very fun though and I've met awesome people and am learning to work with different types of them - now there's more I'm exposed to since there's the introduction of the opposite gender...hahaha school's cool with guys around. some are jokers/clowns, some are witty, some are serious, some are sporty, some are random, some are cute. okay simply put, it's different. but I'm settling in perfectly well, assimilating into the raffles culture as well (of course the IloveMG spirit will always stay within me) so thank God. actually, my life's changed ever since I entered jc - I suppose it's just God revealing His purpose/plan for me day by day and I'll continue believing He only wants the best for me. it's true anyway. I'll listen to the voice of truth and live life the way...I just end up doing. you just know which direction He wants you to head towards.
but I was wrong too when I thought the routine of going to school (and learning, hahaha; how ironic!) was dreary. I LOVE SCHOOL NOW. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING MY FRIENDS AND ATTENDING LECTURES/TUTORIALS. I just thank God each block is only 50 minutes, it makes everything seem less draggy and dry. besides, I've met some very amazing people ;) ♥
what I know for certain: I NEED GOD. I REALLY NEED GOD. IN HIM I HAVE HOPE AND I'M THANKFUL I KNOW HIM. THEY AREN'T WRONG WHEN THEY SAY "THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH". WHEN I AM WEAK HE'S STRONG; WHEN I AM STRONG, HE'S STRONGER & I'M STRONG ONLY BECAUSE HE ENABLES ME TO BE. HE LOVES ME AND I WILL REMAIN FAITHFUL TO HIM AND I WILL SEEK HIM, AMEN? YES. :) I AM HAPPY.
p.s. canoeing is tough. but I will not give up, I can't. I'll get through with faith and prayer. but canoeing's fun too! awesome team. thank God for such lovely seniors and such da-bombz peers.
p.p.s. I'm falling behind in some subjects (or most, but whatever) but I'll buck up and understand every single thing I've been taught. with unceasing prayer and belief in the power of prayer.
p.p.p.s. now I know why people just end up not blogging. there isn't time for it! no more! no more honeymoon period, no more playing around :(
p.p.p.p.s. think I'm sounding less and less mature/serious here, just looking back at my 2009 archives. whoah.